Me, no more no less :)

I am.. me. I am strong, despite life's events. I am shy. I love the Lord with all my heart and soul. I love whole-heartedly. I am crazy close with my mom. I laugh hard. I cry often. I trust, until proven wrong, then it is hard for me to forgive and forget.. I'm sorry a lot and I mean it completely. I will forever be faithful + honest. I believe in myself, but am driven by encouragement. I won't judge you. I love to eat. I love snowboarding. I am going to be a doctor someday. I want to have twins :). I want to change the world. I want to change a child's life. I want to spread God's word to those who are lost. I am a compulsive list maker. If I think abt something that needs to be done while I'm in bed I can't fall asleep unless I get up and do it first. I always sleep with both arms above my head, I don't know why haha. I wish I could sing. I don't like coffee. I have a bigger heart for others than myself and I wouldn't have it any other way. I enjoy smiling and seeing others smile. I color-coordinate my closet. I rock myself to sleep, every night. I love being home. I love to read. I love surprises. My headaches will be gone someday. I want to go skydiving again, soon. I love my job. I have the best family in the world. I am spontaneous. When I'm upset I clean. I am so OCD it becomes disruptive. I love shooting. I can tie a cherry stem in a knot with my tongue. :) I love being protected. I love getting complements. I love going to the movies. I am naive. I am strong. I am weak. I love sports. I miss cheerleading. I miss playing softball. I am very much a perfectionist. I love shoes + clothes and have an excess of both. I enjoy dressing up, and usually do no matter where I'm going. I would die for those I love. I sometimes am insecure. I get very nervous doing simple things. I can't stand when people chew with their mouths open. I have a promise ring, holding a sincere promise. I struggle. I want. I need. I don't like when people talk down on others. I don't like when people are hurtful, or make fun of another person. I listen to music too loud when I'm sad. When I'm upset I go for drives with my windows down + music loud. I love hearing the words, "I love you". I'm happy. I'm proud. I'm blessed. I live. I am.. me.